Thaer.net http://thaer.net Long lost to whom no pathway goes... Fri, 30 Oct 2009 21:44:14 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.7.1 en hourly 1 Winter and first rain http://thaer.net/2009/10/30/winter-and-first-rain/ http://thaer.net/2009/10/30/winter-and-first-rain/#comments Fri, 30 Oct 2009 21:44:14 +0000 Thaer http://thaer.net/2009/10/30/winter-and-first-rain/ Winter is here, first rain showers
My spirit is high
My emotions are merry and many
The skies are dark and beautiful
Raindrops cleansing my soul

Let The rain wash away our sins, filth, atrocities, hate and discrimination.

May winter never end, for my misery ceases in winter.

]]> http://thaer.net/2009/10/30/winter-and-first-rain/feed/ Winter http://thaer.net/2009/03/31/winter/ http://thaer.net/2009/03/31/winter/#comments Tue, 31 Mar 2009 10:39:43 +0000 Thaer http://thaer.net/2009/03/31/winter/ Burn the winter landmarks
That said I was there
Burn the spirit of cold
That travel through my soul

- Opeth

]]> http://thaer.net/2009/03/31/winter/feed/ Test post from iphone http://thaer.net/2009/03/26/test-post-from-iphone/ http://thaer.net/2009/03/26/test-post-from-iphone/#comments Thu, 26 Mar 2009 11:40:17 +0000 Thaer http://thaer.net/2009/03/26/test-post-from-iphone/ Test post from wordpress iphone app!

]]> http://thaer.net/2009/03/26/test-post-from-iphone/feed/ Cold, weary and old. http://thaer.net/2009/03/02/cold-weary-and-old/ http://thaer.net/2009/03/02/cold-weary-and-old/#comments Tue, 03 Mar 2009 00:50:57 +0000 Thaer http://thaer.net/?p=50 Its so hard and troublesome these days, i am growing older a year with every passing day.

I’m escaping back in memoris to when it was safe and felt worry-free, for some reason when i am so scared of life and its cold hands, i put on Paul Simon and Art Garfunkel music and drift endlessly in a safe haven.

I am sleeping less and less with each passing day, and when i manage to sleep i keep waking up… i have not slept in my bedroom for at least 2 months, i put a cover on me and sleep on my couch.

These past 6 months i have gotten ill like no other time in my life.

i wish i can go back to when i was young, back to 95, spending countless hours playing settlers on my Pentium 1 computer with the mighty 4MG of ram and 133Mhz processor. i never felt safe as that time in my life.

I am listening to “I am a rock” right now, and in reality i feel like a leaf getting tossed from end to end with no end in sight.

life is so fake and cruel, we have to put a fake face each morning and be tuff and fun and witty and workaholic, whilst deep inside you are weak, tired and want to cry.

“And life leaves you cold, weary and old
It’s hard just to breathe”

- Draconian

]]> http://thaer.net/2009/03/02/cold-weary-and-old/feed/ My headstone http://thaer.net/2009/02/18/my-headstone/ http://thaer.net/2009/02/18/my-headstone/#comments Wed, 18 Feb 2009 23:32:42 +0000 Thaer http://thaer.net/?p=30

Requiem æternam dona eis, Domine,
Et lux perpetua luceat eis.
Te decet hymnus Deus,
Sanctus,
Dominos.

]]> http://thaer.net/2009/02/18/my-headstone/feed/ Wasteland http://thaer.net/2009/02/12/wasteland/ http://thaer.net/2009/02/12/wasteland/#comments Thu, 12 Feb 2009 18:41:51 +0000 Thaer http://thaer.net/?p=32 In the wasteland that grows inside
Within me I shall find myself

]]> http://thaer.net/2009/02/12/wasteland/feed/ Arkona - Tuman Yarom http://thaer.net/2009/01/29/arkona-tuman-yarom/ http://thaer.net/2009/01/29/arkona-tuman-yarom/#comments Thu, 29 Jan 2009 13:47:15 +0000 Thaer http://thaer.net/?p=26 This song is for the band Arkona, titled Tuman Yarom.

The language is Ukrainian as far as i know, this song lifts me up when I’m down,  pumps me up when I’m mad.

]]> http://thaer.net/2009/01/29/arkona-tuman-yarom/feed/ When love is killed by religion http://thaer.net/2009/01/13/when-love-is-killed-by-religion/ http://thaer.net/2009/01/13/when-love-is-killed-by-religion/#comments Tue, 13 Jan 2009 21:18:00 +0000 Thaer http://www.thaer.net/2009/01/13/when-love-is-killed-by-religion/

I took her by the hand to say
All faith forever has been washed away
I returned for you in great dismay
Come with me, far away to stay

Endlessly gazing in nocturnal prime
She spoke of her vices and broke the rhyme
But baffled herself with the final line
My promise is made but my heart is thine

Face of Melinda by Opeth

]]> http://thaer.net/2009/01/13/when-love-is-killed-by-religion/feed/ Who is really the Israelite? http://thaer.net/2009/01/03/who-is-really-the-israelite/ http://thaer.net/2009/01/03/who-is-really-the-israelite/#comments Sat, 03 Jan 2009 23:31:00 +0000 Thaer http://www.thaer.net/2009/01/03/who-is-really-the-israelite/ Is the blood of the innocent splattered on our silence and inhumanity?

hundreds of thousands of us marched the streets to protest this unjust war.
hundreds of thousands implored those in power, those who are there - supposedly -to make our voices heard at international venues.

We are glued to our seats, watching TV as if its our favorite action thriller movie
the only thing missing is microwave popcorn and soda

Power corrupts, Absolute power corrupts absolutely
22 cogs in power mute, 22 taking this opportunity to do absolutely nothing

22 cogs in power, who fed and implanted in us the words dignity, honor, helping those in need, and fighting the injustice.

22 cogs in power are doing nothing for their people, or for those who are in need.
22 cogs in power are helping the offenders with their silence.

while the offenders are shelling the life out of ghaza, doing what they want, having their way in every way, defending their “honor” bringing peace to their lands. our 22 heroic cogs are watching the news laughing at the blood shed, and in day light poping on tv with a shameless self promotion of sending aids to the shelled out ghaza

makes you really wonder… who is really the Israelit?

]]> http://thaer.net/2009/01/03/who-is-really-the-israelite/feed/ Angel http://thaer.net/2008/12/27/angel/ http://thaer.net/2008/12/27/angel/#comments Sat, 27 Dec 2008 21:14:00 +0000 Thaer http://www.thaer.net/2008/12/27/angel/ And the serene Angel quietly slipped into the good night.

RIP, your angelic face, your angelic smile will be missed.

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